falling apart

first of all~~~~GO TO HELL
second~~~~Fuck the world..
third!!!kiss my bloody ass~~~moron!!

.............this beautiful weekend
was fuckin ruined by a bitch....
who's got a weathered temper
and~~~she's my bro's girl.....
what should i say??

Fuck U!!

to tell the truth...
i dun really know if he did having an affair with someone outthere...
i really dun....
but i do hate the feeling of u ask me to be ur surveillance~~
maybe i was too selfish to do so!!

maybe i was too childish
so whatever i said is bullshit...
and i have abosolutely ZERO credibility at all....
whatever....who gives a shit!!

What's right to be done?

i really dunno which is real u?? or i got myself lost....
after those things happened.....
i know u're in love with someone....which u refused to talk about it......
maybe kept it a secret is a good choice...
but after these days......
there's something tricky to our relationship....
and i'm not sure what it is.....
i've done that....like twice .......during these days...
u didn't rejected me....
u told me that's because u like me......
and i dunno if i should trust u....
or u're doing so just becoz u have no one to put ur affection to.....
but i guess i would still accept that...
since u're so important to me....
just like what we c on the tv tonight.....
since it's important.....don't give it up easily....!!
on the countrary, i wish u to trust in me and live with it....!!

Love is blind??NOT this BLIND!!ASSHOLE!!

i know that u loved her....
but u shouldn't let her gone too far
especially something like this....
common...man.......she still not yet ur bride.....
and she's already talking like this....
what do u expect it will become after that...huh?/
and i really wonder what in ur brain??
have u lost ur mind??how come u treat someone who brought u up all the way like this?
even u're not appreciating them....at least u should respect them....
and now u;re talking like every girl in this world is like this??
and u believe every girl is as silly as she did??
come on!!man!! look around u!!
this is the most ridiculous thing i have ever heard.....
and u're still protecting her....
u're saying things that did not processed by ur brain....
or u're just blind .......by her??

and......sometimes.....i realy think that she's really fucking stupid and ridiculous....
and u're still protecting her...
i really can't agree with it....either with ur point or her one....
NEVER EVER!! ASSHOLE!!
after i saw her arrogance for so many times.....
i won't help u anymore..


and....if anything would happened to me!!that's definitely not because of that phone call....
i would rather sleep less....to trade for talking with them more....
and they deserve it ....alright....
to sum up!!
stop lying to ur self.....u can fool no one.....but ur self...
stop living in ur ivory tower....and face the fact ?? will u?
be like a man??will u ??u're my brother....i valued highly on u ....
u're fuking important to me....
but only only on this point u failed me......
STOP FOOLING URSELF.....U CAN FOOL NOONE...

YOU are few of those that gonna get my curse...

YOU are a family of fucking mother fucker...
maybe it's my fault to trust u in the first place
and the way u do this is even more unacceptable...
and no u're telling that this teacher is a good one...
WHO GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT IT
i told u this is not the deal......
and u break it....
let me tell u something....
u're fucking going down....asshole...
u're fucking going down.................
let's wait and see .....